Every Day Has A Story

May 22, 2012

Updates

Realized I haven’t updated this in two weeks .My apologies. Been mia from some things. Funny ,how I can depend more so on strangers than the people I know. That’s what hurts the most,knowing I don’t have “dependable” people . Either dwell on the past or move on . I need to move from what just happened and thank God I’m still alive again. That nothing bad happened to me ,while I was in the possession of a strangers care . Long story short I was covering Hangout Fest taking pictures and doing interviews for my boss. Even with thousands of people and meeting new people ,I still felt lonely.

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May 6, 2012

Stranded

What’s worse than being stranded once but twice in a weekend. God was looking out for me Saturday night ,after hours of waiting on the public transportation. Rewind back to several nights earlier on Tuesday I was going to be used for someone’s pleasure . Putting my foot down ,I called him out on it and told him to have a good life and walked out . Friday night after constantly waiting for news,again after hours of waiting . I then realized hell I’m stranded again . Asking my father for help,he gave me the speech of everything in my life is crumbling .Thanks a lot . No wonder I have never respected you. You haven’t been a real dad to me. After that incident I didn’t want to have any regrets that night. Soon later why did I have to learn I can’t depend on other people . But my point in this story was after walking out of Arbys last night onto my miles of walking journey this lady yelled out to me . Thinking I was homeless she offered me a ride home. The fore-story on hers was,her dad had Parkinson’s and I looked like her great niece from Idaho (some farming state). She thought it was a sign from God .(Bible belt here ) . Stuff like that , makes me realize this is what the south is about . Helping …Reasons why for being stranded other than failing my Florida drivers test and not having enough cash on me for a cab.

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April 30, 2012

Salty Situations

One good thing that did happen this weekend was getting my car. Hallelujah. Oh and seeing my brother was nice of course .Then from the time he left ,everything went sailing down . Missed the bus two times before I could successfully get one . Delayed my time of getting to the base .I needed to talk to someone . That someone didn’t see until about two hours later……Was it worth it ? No not really didn’t get to say what I wanted to say. After he left to go on post ,I sat there with my blackberry trying to get a ride out of the naval base . One thing lead to another , I found myself in bed with a married man. No nothing happened. After talking to him about not seeing his wife for two months, I could understand the companionship part of calling my name out and wanting to chit chat . Then finding out he cheated before and the fact they don’t trust each other . What’s the point of being married ? Then I lost respect right there for him . When he tried to make a move I had to push away ,I didn’t want or ever want to be “the other woman.”

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April 25, 2012

No Balls.

Everyone views success differently . Whether its having a long marriage and lasting marriage or getting a masters degree. Put in the equation the fact some people live their whole life and don’t take any risks .No balls. There’s been moments where I wish I would have gone for something ,instead of over thinking the situation and didn’t do it . There’s moments like Wale’s Contemplate song refers to “who are you living for”. Sticks in my mind because its so right . Some of my decisions have been geared towards what will my parents think or say.
Yesterday I went to the clinic by myself . Very odd . Paying for my co-pay,filling out the paperwork . Seeing the doctor . Describing my problems . Getting my prescription . Paying for it . Weird very weird. On the plus side ,I don’t have wing worm but a yeast infection . Thank goodness.

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April 16, 2012

Upgrades

Didn’t realize I haven’t updated on anything in almost a week. Here’s the short story of it . I did get the job ,signed the contract ,did the drug test and is officially under them now .I gave my boss two and half weeks notice right there the next day .Now everybody is calling me a traitor for doing so . What would you do for a higher pay plus weekends free ? And I would only have to sacrifice one Saturday every few weeks . Come on get at me bro. Other than life has been interesting . Funny how you run into people so quickly in this town. Next weekend is going to be jammed pack . I will need sleep so desperately ,get it while I can . Before I go into work ,if no one takes me I sit at this Methodist church for twenty minutes or so. Everyone that walks by says good morning in a cheerful manner . Forget that everybody in the south will greet you passing by whether they know you or not !

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April 10, 2012

Recovery

Past two days I’ve been in recovery mode from the weekend. Sleep , eat, keep my strength up. Repeat. One more day of work then I’m off . You have no idea how happy I’ll be for there at. Today’s agenda is make money , my second interview at the clinic and write my article for NewMusicMonkey. Didn’t mean to cancel plans tonight ,but I really can’t squash everything for a free for all. Plus I really really need to get some sleep .The lack of it has finally gotten to me .On the plus side if I get this job I will get some sleep ! :)

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April 7, 2012

Short changed.

Never have a lot of money on you when you go to party . Don’t fall asleep . Leave your shit you’re screwed . Fifty plus gone just like that . Desperate people do desperate things . Just add another vodka diary to my life , this one tops everything right now . Didn’t get drunk ,didn’t have sex . I’m proud .

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April 6, 2012

Let the Weekend Begin ;

I didn’t want last night to happen the way it did. I should now on turn off my phone when I go to bed . Enough said . Funny how jealousy plans in on guys ,when you do comparisons . But , hey you asked and simply told you the truth .My biggest hope for the night is that I didn’t get caught for anything . I didn’t stand for anything last night ,I let everything go on . But , if you don’t go for stuff how would you know how it turned out ?

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March 31, 2012

Last 24 Hours

Feeling like I was living in the Hangover movie . Deciding not to go to Seville Quarter , I traded it for doing something else entirely .And boy was it something else . No regrets . Funny how you’re given opportunities and you walk away from then . I did because my motto is not to try drugs in life. Other than that going through a ditch on a highway to get to another lane ….with incoming morning traffic too . Balls man freaking big bahwhoonies . Late to work for my second time , I was saved with my safety blanket at work . No , its not literally a blanket its a person who has “in” at the hotel . I fucked up again when I realized I wore the wrong shirt and forgot my name tag . Five minutes in clocking time it was noticed .After a long day I call my father for a ride ,no answer no callback . What an asshole . Espeaically when you practically work across the bridge to me . Whatever . I guess I’m still doing wrong in his eyes or something . Taking the bus I run into Willy who then gives me the way to apply at the clinic . Hell I got time why the fuck not ? Connections . Too bad their wasn’t a reference part of the job application , it would have helped me out tremendously . Taking his word ,he’ll talk to his boss Monday . Goodbye hotel ? Anywho the old man was kind enough to get me desert and show me around the place ! Other than that my day dropped from being filling to being empty in a snap of a finger . All wells ,I got sleep . Sure enough I can’t complain .

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